Tuesday, December 11, 2012
starlings
A murmuration
splits! One flock north, one flock south.
One bird's confusion.
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This one bird remains flitting about, alone and in between, as if unsure which group to follow. I think of this bird often, and its teaching. Today it teaches me about the importance of living with deep attention, attention not just to my surroundings, but also deep attention to where my mind is right now.
Where is my mind right now?
And now? Where has it gone to? What thread has it now grasped?
You need to pay attention to it for only a short while to observe that your mercurial mind has a remarkable capacity to rapidly shift the gears of attention.
Sometimes this helps us negotiate difficult and demanding situations. Sometimes, however, we find our minds adrift, scattered and confused, our attention never really settling but flitting about, indecisive, and unable to respond in a meaningful way to the people or experience at hand. Perhaps we call it "stressed out," or "overwhelmed," or "I'm going crazy!"
Try, for a portion of the day, perhaps just the next half an hour of your day, to watch both your mind as well as the input coming in from all around you. If you are working at a computer, notice what happens to your mind during this time. If you are meeting with someone, see if you can hold an awareness of what is going on within you as you also pay loving attention to this person you are with.
If there is reaction, notice the reaction.
If there is defensiveness, notice the defensiveness.
If there is empathy, notice the empathy.
If there is boredom, notice the boredom.
Notice how these things rise and then fall away,
manifest and then disappear.
And here you still are.
And here is this one who is with you.
And here is yet one more moment
to practice attention and loving presence.
I wonder if this is what Jesus was describing to his dear friends, Martha and Mary of Bethany, when he said:
"Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things; there is need of only one thing..."
Monday, December 3, 2012
the general dance
Shalom
Mennonite Church
Sunday,
November 25, 2012
Theme:
The Cosmic Christ (“Reign of Christ Sunday”)
Texts:
Colossians 1:15-20 and John 18:33-38
Eric
Massanari
“the
general dance”
Let's
begin with some free association:
when
you hear the word “king,”
what
comes to your mind?
Chances
are good that Pilate,
the
Roman governor of Judea,
had
some of the same things
in
his mind when Jesus was
brought
before him for questioning.
King,
power, majesty, ruler, subjects,
swords,
armies, wealth, land,
ruthless,
mighty....
And
here before him stood
a
rather nondescript Nazarean.
“Are
you the King of the Jews?”
To
have made such a claim -
to claim to
be the King of the Jews -
would
have amounted to sedition,
an
obvious threat
to
the Roman Empire's
occupying
powers in Judea.
Pilate
and the Roman authorities
would
have been aware of
the
messianic hopes of the
Jewish
people and the threats
this
might pose to their governance.
However,
Jesus really didn't fit the bill
when
it came to most people's hopes for a Messiah.
Nor
did he seem to fit the bill
when
it came to Roman fears
about
the rise of a mighty Jewish king.
Jesus
is far from what people expected
of royalty of any kind.
Now,
one more word association exercise:
When
you hear the word “Christ”
what
comes to your mind?
In
the history of the Christian tradition,
both
of these words have been associated with Jesus.
"Christ"
(the anointed one) and “King.”
These
names are religious and political.
They
are names that elevate and set apart.
They are titles that, as far as we know,
Jesus
never directly claimed for himself.
However,
if you look at the scriptures
written
after Jesus' death, and centuries
of
theological writings and
and
sacred music, you find that they
are
names that have stuck nonetheless.
King
Jesus.
Jesus
Christ.
Christ,
strangely, has almost come to
function
as a surname for Jesus.
Not
Jesus the Christ, which might
make
more sense, but simply Jesus Christ.
This
Sunday, just before the start
of
the Advent and Christmas season,
has
been traditionally marked as
“Christ
the King” Sunday or
“The
Reign of Christ” Sunday.
And
this passage from the eighteenth
chapter
of the fourth gospel is often read
as
the gospel passage for this Sunday.
Before
we move into the stories
of
Jesus being born as a infant,
we
have a story of Jesus at the
end
of his life, standing before the
high
priests and a Roman governor,
accused
of being “King of the Jews.”
Are
you King of the Jews?
My
kingdom is not from this world.
If
my kingdom were from this world,
my
followers would be fighting
to
keep me from being handed
over
to the Jews. But as it is,
my
kingdom is not from here. (v.36)
“My
kingdom is not from this world.”
It
is a statement about source and origins.
The
power by which Jesus teaches and acts
is
not from this world, not rooted
in
human kingdoms or authorities.
Which
does not rule out that
his
kingdom may be very much
in
this world,
meant
for this world,
and
already moving through this world.
Jesus'
response reveals
what
has been true all along
in
this gospel story:
he's
not operating by the usual
standards
of human authority,
he's
not entirely playing by the rules
as
they've been interpreted
by
the powerful and influential people.
Which
is not the same thing as saying
he
is some sort of rebel or radical
simply
for the sake of being a rebellious radical.
It
is to say that he places his authority,
his
heart, his actions, his life,
in
a wholly different place,
in
something much greater
and
far more powerful and prevailing.
And
if people need to hear more
familiar
language for it
then
he calls it the kingdom of God.
And
that is not a kingdom from this world
because
it is more true to say
that
the world is from it.
The
kingdom of God is beneath, above,
through,
and in this world.
And
beyond it.
As
Gerard Manley Hopkins put it well:
The
world is charged with the grandeur of God.
The
Jesus we meet in all four gospels
is
repeatedly pointing
to
the grandeur of God
that
lies beneath each moment
and
within each life.
The kingdom of God is already within you. Luke 17:21
Or, alternately translated:
The kingdom of God is already among you.
Jesus,
Christianity has said,
was
the full incarnation of God's love.
And
at the same time he was pointing
to
Love's incarnation everywhere around him.
Isn't
it interesting how the religion
of
Christianity has so largely
confined
the idea of incarnation
only
to Jesus? Jesus Christ.
Why
have we done this?
What
insight and meaning have we lost by doing this?
Meanwhile
there is this strong current
right
here in our scriptures to point
us
in a much more expansive
understanding
of the incarnation
of
God's life and love.
Expanding
it beyond Jesus,
to
include far more...
Listen
to these voices from the scriptures:
In the beginning was
the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God. He was in
the beginning with God. All things came into being through him, and
without him not one thing came into being. And what has come into
being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people.
John 1:1-4
Christ is the image of
the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation; for in him all
things in heaven and on earth were created, things visible and
invisible... Colossians 1:15
And we, with our
unveiled faces reflecting like mirrors the glory of the Lord, all
grow brighter and brighter as we are turned into the image that we
reflect... 2 Corinthians 3:18
And it is no longer
I that that live but Christ who lives in me. Galatians 2:22
One
can hear in these words
a
much more expansive understanding
of
the incarnation of God's love in Christ.
It
moves beyond Jesus to encompass
other
people, you and me, and all of creation.
I
want to invite you to consider today
that
perhaps we have defined
a
name like “Christ” far too narrowly,
far
more narrowly than Jesus himself
may
have intended or desired.
Christ
is not simply one person—
the
person of Jesus, whose life, death and resurrection
fully
incarnates the shape and movement of God's love—
Christ
is also the very impulse of
Love
to be incarnated through
all
people, and all lives, all Life!
Christ,
you might say, represents the impulse of God
to
liberate and make whole all things
by
revealing the truth of who and what we are.
This
impulse of God
is
revealed in the love you give and receive.
It
is revealed in your creativity,
your
deep listening to another,
your
speaking the truth,
your
acts of generosity,
your
gratitude,
your
beauty,
your
wonder and your questions.
In
these ways you are Christ come alive.
Where
might such an
expanded
understanding of Christ lead us?
I
wonder if it might lead us
to
a more open and rich engagement
with
people of other faiths
and
spiritual pathways.
We
become less defensive and forceful
with
our one and only example
of
incarnation because through Jesus
we
begin to see the Christ presence
all
around us, including in other
streams
of faith.
I
believe an expanded understanding
of
God's incarnation, a cosmic
understanding
of Christ, if you will,
helps
us honor our own rightful place
in
creation. We recognize that all
creation
is an expression of
the
impulse of God's love to become incarnate.
It
is not ours to manage or control,
it
is ours to celebrate,
and
give thanks for
and
care for.
And,
finally, I believe an expanded understanding
of
Christ helps us recognize that we
are
all created in goodness and blessing.
Jesus
the Christ
helps
us perceive
how
we can come fully alive
and
live as Christ now.
We
are heirs of the kingdom
that
is not of this world,
but
it is in this world
and
it is meant for this world.
I
like Thomas Merton's description of
the
kingdom of God,
the
impulse of God to become incarnate;
he
calls it “the general dance” of all life:
If we could let go of our own obsession with what we
think is the meaning of it all, we might be able to hear the call to
follow God in the mysterious, cosmic dance. We do not have to go very
far to catch echoes of that game, and of that dancing. When we are
alone on a starlit night; when by chance we see the migrating birds
in autumn descending on a grove of junipers to rest and eat; when we
see children in a moment when they are really children; when we know
the love in our own hearts—at such times the awakening, the turning
inside out of all values, the “newness,” the emptiness and the
purity of vision that make themselves evident, provide a glimpse of
the cosmic dance.
No despair of ours can alter the reality of things, or
stain the joy of the cosmic dance which is always there. Indeed, we
are in the midst of it, and it is in the midst of us, for it beats in
our very blood, whether we want it to or not.
Yet, the fact remains that we are invited
to forget ourselves on purpose, cast our awful solemnity to the winds
and join the general dance.
- Thomas
Merton, from New Seeds of Contemplation
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