Easter Morning Meditation
Shalom Mennonite Church
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Text: John 20:1-18
“testimony”
The resurrection of Jesus -
this death-bending, life-altering moment -
happens in relative obscurity.
It unfolds in the twilight hours before sunrise,
out beyond the city.
It happens away from the crowds
who had gathered just a few days earlier
to welcome Jesus into Jerusalem with
joyful expectation,
and who later denounced him with
bitter condemnation.
There is no fanfare,
there are no angel choirs,
or miraculous stars shining overhead,
or visitors from the East bearing gifts.
There is simply this rising of new life
from the tomb of death.
Its witnesses are, at first, very few.
In fact, it is only one person
who first encounters the risen Christ:
Mary Magdalene.
According to John’s gospel
Mary is the first one commissioned by Christ
to go and give testimony to his rising.
And what we have of Mary’s testimony
are these words:
I have seen the Lord.
The first thing I notice is the simplicity
and the directness of the message.
I have seen the Lord.
Now we have libraries full of books
proposing theories and meanings,
explanations and refutations,
for the resurrection of Jesus.
Mary offered her testimony before
any of these words were written.
I have seen the Lord.
Now we have complex theologies
that lay things out like well-balanced arithmetic:
“Christ needed to die
and then be raised so that . . .”
A+B=C
For Mary there was no such logic
or rationale for this upheaving moment.
She could only bear witness by saying:
I have seen the Lord.
Her testimony is not figurative or metaphorical.
She is not saying:
“As I stood at the tomb
I really felt Jesus’ presence there
and it seemed like he was calling
to me in my heart.”
Or,
“I met the gardener at the tombs and he had this
really gentle way about him;
he reminded me a lot of our teacher.”
The proclamation of Mary and the gospel story is, literally:
The Lord is risen and I have seen him!
Her bold testimony stands in contrast to
Peter’s earlier denials and the other disciples
who are hiding out in the upper room “for fear of the Jews.”
What we learn from Mary Magdalene is that
to witness the resurrection is to be compelled to speak,
simply and boldly.
The Good News must be shared.
This is the first thing I notice in Mary’s testimony.
The second thing I notice about Mary’s testimony
is the way it unfolds through the channels of relationship.
At the tomb, it is when Jesus speaks her name
that Mary recognizes him for who he is.
Their friendship is the channel for the revelation.
And perhaps recognizing her desire
to reclaim the intimacy of the earthly relationship
they shared before his death,
Jesus says to Mary:
Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’
Jesus’ words affirm the bond
that he shares with her and the other disciples
in the Love of God.
There are echoes here of the prayer
Jesus offered in the garden before his death:
All mine are yours and yours are mine; and I have been glorified in them. And now I am no longer in the world, but they are in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them in your name that you have given me, so that they may be one, as we are one . . . as you, Father, are in me and I am in you, may they also be in us . . . I in them and you in me, so that they may be completely one. (John 17:10-11,21, 23)
At the tomb, this oneness we share with Jesus in God
is fully disclosed to Mary Magdalene.
She becomes a part of it.
And because the very nature of this oneness is love,
she is compelled to go and share it with her friends.
Mary becomes a model for us
as to what it means to witness and testify
to the risen Christ.
And it means much more than retelling a story once a year.
There was a time when I wondered what it would have been like
to be among those first disciples, to be there at the empty tomb,
or to be in the upper room,
when the risen one appeared.
There have been other moments in life
when I have doubted whether these events
really occurred at all.
From certain points of view,
there is little in this world
to confirm for our limited minds
that resurrection ever happened - or ever will.
There have been times when I have found
all of the speculations and theories
about Christ’s resurrection that have been written
by learned women and men over the centuries
quite fascinating and inspiring.
And there have been times I have found them
overwhelming and distracting -
always one step removed from the reality
of which they struggle to speak.
Now, in this stage of my journey, I must testify
that when it comes to the resurrection of Christ,
I am inclined to follow the example of Mary Magdalene,
more than that of any jaded skeptic,
or any learned theologian
or any well-formulated confession of faith.
Because some days I find myself weeping at the tomb,
witnessing the pain of this world,
seeing the brokenness of the church,
feeling the falsehoods in my own being,
and, like Mary, I wonder where the body of Christ has been laid.
Then there are those moments
when I hear my own true name being spoken -
sometimes from a deep-within place,
sometimes from the mouth of a loved one,
occasionally by a stranger,
and once in a startling while by one
whom I thought to be an adversary.
And to hear your true name called is a gift.
I, too, have often mistaken other people
standing right beside me
to be just that, “other people” -
just gardeners standing there - ordinary and unremarkable.
Then something lifts a veil that has blinded me
and I see that this is no ordinary person,
that Christ dwells there and rises there, too.
And I read and listen to the scripture of the Earth,
with its symphonic cycle of
birthing-living-dying-rising
and I understand what the psalmist meant
when he said:
“I believe I shall see the goodness
of the Lord in the land of the living.”
And standing here this morning,
as so often happens when we gather here,
I feel wonder and gratitude
for the body we become,
the way we are made one,
by him who rises in us.
And I am compelled to testify:
I have seen the Lord!
I see the Lord!
Christ is risen!
Christ is rising
right here
right now.
AMEN
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