Saturday, March 30, 2013

Holy Saturday - light in the darkness



Newgrange passage tomb, Co. Meath, Ireland
Photo by: Yolanda Kauffman

On a hilltop in the Boyne Valley of County Meath, Ireland sits Newgrange, an ancient passage tomb. This megalith is thought to have been constructed some time in the Neolithic period, more than 5,000 years ago. The single entrance leads down a narrow passage of large stones to a central chamber in the heart of the great mound of rock and soil.


Entrance to the Newgrange passage tomb
Photo by: Noah Massanari

In this central chamber sits a large stone on which there is an engraving of a triple spiral:


Once a year, at sunrise on the Winter's Solstice, a shaft of sunlight makes its way down the chamber entryway and illuminates this stone for about seventeen minutes. The remainder of the year the chamber is untouched by sunlight.

On this Holy Saturday my mind travels to that dark chamber and to those who created it with such effort and intention. Their creation reveals a trust and a hope, in the face of darkness and death, that light would indeed come again.

A prayer for Holy Saturday:

As we sit at the mouth of tombs
well-sealed by pain, and hurt, and fear,
may your Love bring release.

As we dwell in shades
of death, and betrayal, and despair,
may your Light bring clarity.

When we wonder which path 
leads to the land of the living,
may your Life bring hope.

Rise up, O Love.
Illumine, O Light.
Fill us, O Life of All.
Amen.






Sunday, March 24, 2013

Palm/Passion Sunday -- remaining teachable




It isn't easy to remain teachable. To remain open to new insight and understanding, new possibilities, requires of us a certain amount of humility and a willingness to say in the face of life's many mysteries, "I don't know," and "I don't understand."

To step further and deeper into life with a question resounding in one's heart rather than an answer requires great faith, great hope, and great love.

Holy Week is a time in the lifecycle of the Christian community that invites "living into the questions" far more than it does "applying the answers."  Who is this man who enters the holy city on the back of a donkey? Who is this strange king? Why is he called anointed by some and named heretic by others? Why, in the end, is he betrayed by so many and followed by so few? Why must the story take this terrible path? When I meet this story with my life, what does it mean?

As we enter this week that the church has named "holy," I remember and am challenged by the words of W.H. Auden:

We would rather be ruined than changed.
We would rather die in our dread
Than climb the cross of the moment
And see our illusions die.

May God lead us to deeper encounter with the questions that call us to faith, and call us to follow the Way of such an unlikely king.

A prayer for Palm/Passion Sunday:

O God, as we direct our attention
to the path Christ took from the
gates of Jerusalem
to the cross of death
and beyond,
break through our presumed familiarity,
shatter our assumptions,
unbind us from the small answers we too quickly offer.
Help us to remain teachable and transformable.

Help us to see in Christ's journey
the shape of our life,
the shape of our neighbor's life,
the shape of the world's life:
the suffering and the dying that is in all,
and the joy, the beauty and the birthing
that transcends all.

We pray this in the Living Christ,
the strangest of kings. Amen.



Thursday, March 7, 2013

fussy






The fussy kinglet
rushes, ground-to-branch-to-ground...
What will the night bring?

_________


Nada Hermitage is a Carmelite community and retreat center I have enjoyed visiting in Crestone, CO. Upon entering the retreat center grounds at Nada ("nothing," "zero") one passes a sign which reads, "All who enter, no fuss!"  I still laugh aloud whenever I pass the sign; such a playful invitation to release the stuff in my life that I choose to fuss about, complain about, and react to unnecessarily. This week the tiny kinglet was my teacher of this same lesson.

All who enter this day, this precious moment of life, no fuss!




Photo Credit: Dave Cagnolatti & Weeks Bay Reserve Foundation
http://www.weeksbay.org/


Monday, March 4, 2013

cultivating hope



 image:  "Ficus" by Georg Dionysius Ehret (ca. 1771)


Sunday, March 3, 2013
3rd Sunday of Lent – We will seek the Lord and be fruitful
Texts: Psalm 63:1-8, Isaiah 55:1-9 and Luke 13:1-9
Eric Massanari

cultivating hope”

Did the people who died in
the World Trade Center attacks on September 11, 2001
suffer their terrible fate because
they had committed more serious sins
than those who escaped that day with their lives?

Did the 8,000 Bosnian Muslims massacred
at Srebrenica in July 1995 perish in such horror
because their guilt was of a more serious nature
than the guilt of the Serbians who killed them?
Was their sin worse than yours, or mine?

How do you feel right now as you hear such questions?
What does your mind tell you?
Your gut?
Your heart?

This story from Luke's gospel
indicates that Jesus was confronted by such questions.
I've just made them more contemporary,
to help bend our ears and perhaps hear them anew.

Is personal human suffering—physical suffering—
directly linked to personal human sin?
When we see someone suffering
should we assume they are being subjected
to God's judgment for their sins?
Or the sins of their forefathers and foremothers?

Jesus responds with a clear answer:
No, that's not the way it is.
That's not how God works. It's not how life works.

However, with a strange twist in this passage,
Jesus immediately says to his listeners

...but unless you repent,
you will perish just as they did.

What does Jesus mean?
Is he contradicting himself?
It would seem so, at first glance.
However, when placed in the wider context
of this section of the gospel,
it may be that Jesus is taking advantage
of an opportune moment
to offer a difficult teaching.

Here, in this section of Luke's story,
as Jesus is moving closer to
his own suffering and death,
he is found speaking not only about
matters of individual faith and discipleship,
but about larger, corporate realities.
We find him addressing and lamenting
the condition of a whole people,
his own people, the children of Israel.

Jesus has been asked about the sin and suffering of individuals,
but he turns things around and speaks
more widely, more collectively about the sin of a people.
He uses this image of a fig tree which would
have been a common image among
Hebrew prophets like Jeremiah (8:13),
Hosea (9:10), and Micah (7:1).
Hebrew prophets used the fig tree to represent
the the whole people of Israel and Judah.

So one way of translating Jesus' message
in this passage might be:

No, God does not purposefully make people
suffer in accordance with their sin.
That's not how God works.
However, we know from experience that all
suffer the consequences of collective, communal sin.
When the needs of the poor are ignored,
when refugees seek sanctuary but meet closed doors,
when collective greed overrides generosity,
when selfishness trumps stewardship,
when violence and retribution take the place
of peace and reconciliation,
when racial/ethnic prejudice trumps love for neighbor,
then all suffer the consequences.

Communal sin and collective suffering are directly related,
for the simple fact that my life is woven into your life,
and our lives together are woven into
other human lives in this world,
and our human lives are woven
into the very fabric of all creation—God's wondrous tapestry!

Acting together, we human beings
possess great potential energy and influence.
We are capable of great healing, creativity and compassion.

However, when we act out of fear and self-interest,
we are capable of great neglect,
great violence, and great evil.
And many suffer the consequences.

Human history has proven this
true over and over again.

In these verses, and with this parable,
Jesus is standing in the tradition of Hebrew prophecy
and calling a whole people to repentance—
the fig tree is the great human tree.
He is speaking in a similar key as Isaiah,
whose words we heard this morning:

Why do you spend your money
for that which is not bread,
and work so hard
for that which never satisfies?

And, much like Isaiah
and other Hebrew prophets before him,
Jesus offers a word of hope within his parable.
Though the landowner considers
the fruitless tree a waste of space
and worthy for the burn pile,
the gardener makes a plea for a stay of execution,
arguing that there remains hope for new growth and change.

The gospel of Jesus Christ
is a gospel of second chances,
even when hope seems dim.

There are moments in this life when
if even one person chooses generosity over greed,
nonviolence instead of violence,
gratitude instead of resentment,
great change for a whole people becomes possible.
Sometimes the repentance of many
begins with the turning of one
towards the way of hope. 

It may not be evident at first glance,
or even second or third glance.
It may take much time.
But such a witness, especially when
shared by others, releases
the power of God's life and love.

To use the imagery of the parable,
we are not just the tree that needs
a good dose of fertilizer.
We are called to be the gardener,
to till the ground of life with our hope.

I think of Mother Theresa's words

Though we are not called to do great things on this earth,
we can do small things with great love.

This week I've been reading a recent book
by author and journalist, Eyal Press:
Beautiful Souls: Saying No, Breaking Ranks,
and Heeding the Voice of Conscience in Dark Times.

Press tells the stories of four individuals
from different places and different historical moments,
who were faced with exceptionally difficult decisions,
decisions whether to follow the crowd
and the rising tides of their times,
or whether to follow their own conscience.

He tells the story of a day in November 1991,
when a convoy of buses made their way
to the village of Stajichevo in northern Serbia.
The buses had come from neighboring Croatia
and they were filled with prisoners of war,
from the town of Vukovar.

Vukovar, was a beautiful town on the banks
of the Danube River, but it became a literal
hell on earth during those years of bitter
warfare between Croats and Serbs,
as the Croatian people fought for independence
from Yugoslavia, and the Serbs fought to stop them.

Vukovar underwent nearly three months
of indiscriminate bombing, and eventually
the Serbian troops took over the town.
Soon after Vukovar fell the Serbs began
to take all of the surviving men of the town
to detention centers in Serbia,
including the one in Stajichevo.

One of the problems the Serbs faced
was the fact that like many towns in the area,
it wasn't just Croats living in Vukovar,
there were Serbs who remained there
when the city came under seige.

So, when they brought these busloads of prisoners
to the old cowshed in Stajichevo that had become
a detention center, they wanted to spare
their Serb brothers from the brutal treatment 
they inflicted on the Croation prisoners.
Croats and Serbs speak nearly the same language,
they look very much alike.
So, the Serbian soldiers needed to choose carefully.

On this day in November 1991,
as yet another convoy of busses rolled in,
and as the prisoners unloaded and
walked through a gauntlet of blows
and beatings to enter the old cowshed,
a guard recognized one of the prisoners as a fellow Serb,
a former comrade in the Yugoslav army.
He called him by name, “Aleksander Jevtich.”

After exchanging greetings
the guard gave Jevtich a delicate and urgent task,
he gave him the job of identifying all of
the Serbs in the group of prisoners
so they could be taken to a separate room.
The Croats would be left for interrogation,
torture, and imprisonment.

Jevtich nodded to his friend and began
wading through the crowded cowshed.
He started calling out to Serbian friends
he knew and as he named them
they left for the welcome safety of the other room.

He came to another man sitting on the floor
with his head down, and Jevtich kicked his foot
and said “Come with me, Kovacevich.”
The man looked up warily but didn't move.
His name wasn't Kovacevish, it was Stanko,
and he wasn't Serbian, he was Croatian.

Come with me,” Jevtich repeated.

The man got up and left.
And Croatians looked at one another, surprised.
Then Jevtich proceeded to call others
by Serbian names and tell them to
get up and leave, even though all were Croatian.
He kept doing this until the holding room
for the Serbian men was completely full
and could hold no more.

It was a risky act.
If he had been discovered
he would have shared the fate of the Croatians
who remained in the detention center.
He saved many from torture and death that day.

Why did he do this?
When his people were at war with their people,
when his grandparents had been killed
and his mother barely survived the concentration camps 
run by the Croatian Ustasha in WWII,
why would he spare the lives of these men?
The memory of those concentration camps
was one of the things that fueled the ethnic
hatred of the Serbs toward the Croats in this recent war.

Elyan Press, wanted to know more about
Aleksander's story, so he traveled to Serbia to meet this man.
The man he met is not a gentle, quiet, saintly gentleman.
He's a boisterous, somewhat rough-around-the-edges fellow.
Jevtich is not especially religious or rebellious.
He is not an outspoken political activist.
He is not a committed pacifist.
He is not highly educated.

So, what then? What made him
follow his conscience when so many
other good people in those years simply followed
along with the brutal tide of ethnic violence?

As Jevtic told his story, he shared that when he was young
he remembered his mother telling of how she
survived the Croatian concentration camps in WWII.
He said she always made a point of telling him
that most of the Croatian people who had done this
were good people and that it was wrong to hate.

He remembered not being very open to this
message at first as a child. He wondered
why his mother could possibly call the Croats “good.”
But his mother continued to cultivate in him
an awareness and conviction that all people
have goodness within, and all are worthy of love.

Aleksander's mother, like the gardener in the parable,
had tended the soil of the tree of her people,
and her community, even though she herself
had been given little assurance that such hope was founded.
She cultivated the soil of her son's life-tree.
She did small acts with great love.

So that when the story of war and horror repeated itself,
as such stories so often do, the even
greater and more enduring story of love could be told.
And it was told through the actions of her son,
Aleksander, who chose to cultivate hope
rather than participate in fear and hatred.

We can pray we will never have to face
such a terrible decision as he did in that prison camp.

Yet, I wonder if it is also true 
that the choices you and I make,
and the actions we perform each day,
small and inconsequential as they may seem,
can make as great a difference 
in this world as those choices and
actions of Aleksander Jevtich in that prison camp. 
Our small acts done with great love
transmit the great and transforming
power of God's own love.   

To be a disciple of Christ is to
cultivate hope that may look strange in this world.

When the temptation is
to complain about all that seems wrong,
the hope of Christ calls us to nurture what is good.

When the temptation is
to join in harsh judgment
the hope of Christ calls us to show mercy.

When the temptation is
to give up because options seem nonexistent,
the hope of Christ calls us to get creative.

When the temptation is
to get drawn up in currents of fear and anxiety,
to sequester ourselves and our resources,
the hope of Christ calls us
to grow more open and vulnerable,
and to seek a way of peace and just relationships.

With this great hope we
are given though the love of Christ,
we cultivate the soil under the tree of life
so that all may receive its fruit.
Amen




Friday, March 1, 2013

a secretly burning bush



                                                                                                                                       photo: public domain


cardinal in cedar,
singing clear songs to morning - 
i search for red flames 
 


When even the shadows can heal

           Yet more than ever believers were added to the Lord, great numbers of both men and women, so that they even carried out the sick...